I know its been a while, a long while since I posted and to some people they won’t have noticed, but I have. There is a reason though. I just felt like a sheep of some sort, with a blog that felt like so many other fashion blogs and honestly, that isn’t me. I feel like I’m more than just fashion based and if you know me, you know I don’t follow the crowd. I am completely my own crazy, loud over dramatic self. However, the past couple of months I have had a complete identity crisis if you will about Louise’s Library and not really felt like what I was doing represented me in the way I am in everyday life. I have spent hours and hours speaking ( and crying) to Arnie and my family about how I just didn’t feel like me. I didn’t feel good enough or what I was doing was good enough. So I went back to the drawing board and just wrote down:
- Why I started the blog: I started this blog to show people my life, my everyday real life. I travel home regularly, I go on weekend breaks with Arnie, I spend nights watching Netflix and eating shit food, I shop way too much on both food and clothes. I wanted to share all of this with you. Not just the clothes part!
- Who I wanted to speak to: Everyone! Anyone with an interest in what im actually at with my life!! I don’t want a blog that people can’t relate to.
- What I want from my blog: No secret here my blog is a complete hobby. I update it in my evenings after work. My own online diary if you will, but a diary to help others if they are going on a city break and want some advice or to help someone style an outfit for everyday wear or going to work. Something to help everyone looking for some tips and tricks. (This picture below is some of the stuff that makes me, me… days out with family and having fun!)
I may take an outfit selfies most mornings in the elevator (see the gram if you’re missing out on them babes) but when it comes to posting a full display of me prancing about in an outfit, I have ZERO confidence. Now, that may be hard for a lot of people to believe but I am not joking. I am ridiculous at posing for planned shots. I want to get better and maybe I will (I’m trying) but I’m sick of putting the pressure on myself and then not posting on here because I actually hate the shots of me. I will always include outfits where possible of course, just I won’t and can’t focus on that being the only part of the blog.
I guess sometimes, I am just better behind the camera rather than in front of it, that’s what I am trying to say.
So what does this all mean for you, my loyal lovely readers…. WELLLL, this wont just be a one stop for what I’m wearing. It will be about what I do, where I go, how much shit costs because that is stuff you should know, stuff I am interested in. Of course, I will always incorporate fashion because that after all is a passion for me and makes me part of the crazy gal I am, just along with lots more. I really would love your feedback about what you would like to see because that’s important to me and will make reading more fun for you, so get in touch lovely ones.
Hope you like the little changes i’m gonna make!
Mucho love as always,